OMG, I am so mad. I know that I just started my 2010 diet but I think I did very well last week, I busted my ass actually. Sure, not ALL of my meals were exactly healthy but still... So I get on the scale this morning and I'm up 3 pounds! WTF? I'm so mad that I feel like starving myself for a week. I just called to get in to see my doctor tomorrow about refilling my Phentermine. Sure, it makes me a real bitch but I'm already there. This just sucks so much and I feel like such a failure! My body fat percentage went down but to be honest, I'm more worried about the weight. I'm just so angry about it. I hate myself for letting it get this far!
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! I just hope my next entry will be more encouraging becuase right now I'm just full of self-loathing and negativeness.
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I like to read.
- American Pie by Michael Lee West
- Crazy Ladies by Michael Lee West
- Grave Sight by Charlaine Harris
- Guilty Pleasures by Laurell K. Hamilton
- Interview with a Vampire by Anne Rice
- Just Before Sunset by Stephen King
- Little Altars Everywhere by Rebecca Wells
- Mad Girls in Love by Michael Lee West
- Mermaids in the Basement by Michael Lee West
- Salem's Lot by Stephen King
- She Flew the Coop by Michael Lee West
- The Crowning Glory of Calla Lily Ponder by Rebecca Wells
- The Divine Secrets of the Ya Ya Sisterhood by Rebecca Wells
- The Host by Stephenie Meyer
- The Sookie Stackhouse Novels by Charlaine Harris
- The Twilight Saga by Stephenie Meyer
- Too Fat to Fish by Artie Lange
- Under the Dome by Stephen King
- Ya Yas in Bloom by Rebecca Wells
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