I made it to Friday!

What a week! My entire body hurts. It hurts to reach for the phone and to bend down and zip up my daughter's jacket. Pain is weakness leaving the body though, right? If that is true, I'm full of weakness! I need to get that shit outta me! I went to the gym at lunch with Glenda. I was very melancholy but I did everything she told me to. I was lifting weights in front of the mirror and trying not to look at myself. It's hard to look at yourself being fat when you're trying so hard to change it. It's like you think since you are doing the right thing- you should automatically look better! I'm all about instant gratification but when it comes to losing weight, that's not gonna happen. You have to judge by the scale and how your clothes fit. My jeans were real tight this morning. Don't you hate it when you have to wash your favorite pair of jeans? Then when you put them on they are skin tight and you feel like a total fatass? That was me this morning. My thighs actually feel really hard (muscles) but it was super hard pulling up my pants. After about half a day of wearing them though, I'm pulling them up constantly. WTF?

Glenda isn't at work today so it's going to be real hard to drag my butt to the gym at lunch. I know I need to go and I do have a new book to take with me. It wouldn't kill me to get some Cardio done today. I still plan on going to Yoga in the morning even though I am just plain exhausted. Linda also teaches a class on Sunday's. I'll go to that one too I suppose. Enjoy your weekend and don't eat that cheeseburger!